Saturday, December 20, 2008 '

Giant's Hand

What's with the giant's hand?

I have a giant hand. Humongous, rough, untrimmed nails with unnecessary cuticles, hairy, full of callus on the palm. It looks strong on appearance, but yet it is still flesh and bones. My giant hand holds the truth. My giant hand can be used to do many stuffs.

When I'm filled with fury, I misuse my giant hand and the truth as I turned the hand cold and hard. My giant hand is no longer the real instrument of mercy as I dealt the truth mercilessly on dishonesty. And I crushed a heart with my giant hand.

When I'm filled with love, the giant's hand turns warm and soft; so much so that when the hand is laid upon a heart, the warmth and love can soften cold and harden heart; softly and slowly. Then, the heart can start beating and pumping blood. Then, a life is started.

Monday, December 15, 2008 '

Happy Birthday to ME

THANKS!!!

for the greetings in whatever form it may come as.

really. thanks.

Sunday, December 14, 2008 '

In a few minutes time

In a few minutes time
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In a few minutes time

In a few minutes time
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In a few minutes time
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Why does it seem so scary now??

Sunday, December 7, 2008 '

Repeat After Me...

Say "Ayam PenyEEEEt!"

lover says "later you don't order okie? I order."

Wah... can like that one...

7 December: Lovers' date at ECP and Changi Village.

You skate, I cycle.

how nice... (insert patrick's ti ko face)

Don't trust my cycling skills, I understand cuz I also dun trust myself.

But I trust that your skating skills are good... hellooo, coach!

Still want to thank you again for the company =)

Then, ayam penyet at Changi V.

Number 1 in SG... THUMBS UP!

Basically, I like the chicken, the rice, the chilli, the soup...

Practically everything.

Next time there will be International Nasi Lemak okie!

wait for the one to be back or she will say "smelly!"

But before that, let's go Simpang Bedok!!!

Saturday, December 6, 2008 '

Happy Belated

Again, I know that this post is dated. But not with insincerity.

I still remember when yuk had her birthday last year, she told me this...

"Right now, I'm 2 years older than you and you are same age as my brother."

LOL!

Although I'm posting this on the 6 december,

just several minutes more, I'll close up the gap by a year.

I'll be different age as your brother. Don't worry!

We celebrated yuk's belated birthday at Waraku.

After several days of stuffing myself silly with lots of food, I raised the white flag.

My blackhole is filled...

Here's the photos... =)

Yuk the Character of the Day =)

Remain youthful as ever okie?

must meet up more =)

otherwise when you turn full time audit, we wun have time to meet you =(

Kos! hee.. with the humongous waraku bowl!

and of course... my gua gua! she ordered the same food as me.
gua... my head is itchy, you know!?

ME!! I can wash my face with the bowl!

2008 coming to an end very soon.

Next year shall be the year that we bring the presents tgt=)

Qian, PH and lamer aren't around this holiday...

I'm waiting for all of you to be back.

A reunion soon.

I will only wait till all are back =)

Friday, December 5, 2008 '

Rocked, but not Capsized

The Famous 4 crossing the road.

The song "we can work it out" has been hibernating for a long time in the mp3. I ran out of songs to listen to during the exam study period and the song came back on repeat mode. Old yet good.

Nothing can be ever perfect in life if we see it in our own way. Everything will be perfect in life because the plan can never go wrong. Even as my boat is rocked, I'm assured that it will not capsize. Nothing beyond what I can bear can even come near me. Working it out isn't one sided. WE can work it out. I believe you didn't want to, so that gave me the reason to forgive.

slow to anger, slow to speak. quick to love, quick to listen.

Thursday, December 4, 2008 '

i regurgitate here also...

5 files worth of Chemistry = 5 semesters in NUS.

I have survived another exam period in NUS.

Clap hands!

sorry for not having to update often. i'll try to make it up in this post. it will be completely random simply becuz i haf too many threads of thoughts in my mind now. and i have no outline, i'll simply rant.

there might be a change of plan to my mission trip from 8 dec to 17 dec. i might be going but still waiting for confirmation. thx my friends for your care and concern =) i love when u care... i feel the need to explain myself clearly. the decision for mission is based on can or cannot go... not will or will not go. If anyone of u knew about Jim Elliot, he's my inspiration. not as dangerous as his can... hahah... Nevertheless, i will make myself come back in one piece cuz i have yet to meet all i want to meet.

i'm uber busy this dec. so many things to do, so little time...

today was uni friends' day.

tomorrow is unit and caregroup day. suki buffet!

saturday is jc girls' and i-always-like-it service day. hotpot buffet!

sunday is lover's day. ecp and ayam penyet!

monday, i'm off. maybe.

so i ask for time extension!!!

STM for a week plus.

3 books to complete this dec.

2 hk drama serials to watch this dec.

once-in-a-lifetime decision between filing for graduation or project.

many things lurking this dec.

i want time extension!!!

about this exam season... for the record time, i have 3 papers that spanned over 10 days... i struggled in the midst of the season as i couldn't make out whether my study attitude was right or wrong for i could only study 2 chapters a day... i almost ran out of stamina just last fri. whatever it is, whether i'm having no sense of urgency or just taking it slow... it's all up to me to view it. Peace, i asked for. And i give thanks for it.

randomness in the air... today the chemists went to al-azhar (spelt correctly?) for celebration. so sad that sy and hy din joined =( i had a hearty meal =) my lover is nodding head vigorously...

just to show the disparity in the stomach sizes.

miao ate cheese prata, xl ate cheese thosai, lover ate spicy kway teow and milo dino.

i ate mee goreng, tissue prata and milo dino...

i can eat all their share... pls tell me that they ate too little...

i'm keeping a blackhole and i have 2 more buffets to conquer next two days.

today was not just about eating... lover and i went on retail therapy and a close shave at erhmm..

i want to thank my lover for listening to me rant and rant and rant and walk with me from far east to heeren for my flip flops and CDs. TY!

lover and i bought books! a million little pieces. what a big steal! 10 bucks.

plus my eyed-for-very-long Lam Fung and Mayday CDs...

oh wells, mayday, mayday, mayday.. i liked mayday for their first 3 indie albums... but i must admit that they have outgrown me; not that i moved on. but mayday is still worth supporting=)

regarding birthday. 6 months ago, i can confidently say that i dun feel anything amiss with spending my birthday away from SG. as the day is nearer... i want to spend it in SG. as you note, it is a want. never mind that i might not be spending my birthday with friends... i have no intentions to spend with my friends cuz i dun want to celebrate without everyone in SG. never mind that i might not be spending with my family... some sort of superstition lingers in my family, not to celebrate birthdays. but i just want a family dinner.never mind if ultimately i might be just slacking at home on the birthday (if there's no stm), i just want to be available for those i care for...

for some of u may know... last year it was a miserable 3. this year is actually a test for myself on how much i have done and how much weight do i stand. it may sound rather ridiculous. but it's truely important for me... actually i have no intentions to let my caregroup knows about it. since the caregroup knew about it... heheh... caregroup exempted from the test. BUT... urs is still appreciated =) let's see how many this time...