Thursday, December 4, 2008 '

i regurgitate here also...

5 files worth of Chemistry = 5 semesters in NUS.

I have survived another exam period in NUS.

Clap hands!

sorry for not having to update often. i'll try to make it up in this post. it will be completely random simply becuz i haf too many threads of thoughts in my mind now. and i have no outline, i'll simply rant.

there might be a change of plan to my mission trip from 8 dec to 17 dec. i might be going but still waiting for confirmation. thx my friends for your care and concern =) i love when u care... i feel the need to explain myself clearly. the decision for mission is based on can or cannot go... not will or will not go. If anyone of u knew about Jim Elliot, he's my inspiration. not as dangerous as his can... hahah... Nevertheless, i will make myself come back in one piece cuz i have yet to meet all i want to meet.

i'm uber busy this dec. so many things to do, so little time...

today was uni friends' day.

tomorrow is unit and caregroup day. suki buffet!

saturday is jc girls' and i-always-like-it service day. hotpot buffet!

sunday is lover's day. ecp and ayam penyet!

monday, i'm off. maybe.

so i ask for time extension!!!

STM for a week plus.

3 books to complete this dec.

2 hk drama serials to watch this dec.

once-in-a-lifetime decision between filing for graduation or project.

many things lurking this dec.

i want time extension!!!

about this exam season... for the record time, i have 3 papers that spanned over 10 days... i struggled in the midst of the season as i couldn't make out whether my study attitude was right or wrong for i could only study 2 chapters a day... i almost ran out of stamina just last fri. whatever it is, whether i'm having no sense of urgency or just taking it slow... it's all up to me to view it. Peace, i asked for. And i give thanks for it.

randomness in the air... today the chemists went to al-azhar (spelt correctly?) for celebration. so sad that sy and hy din joined =( i had a hearty meal =) my lover is nodding head vigorously...

just to show the disparity in the stomach sizes.

miao ate cheese prata, xl ate cheese thosai, lover ate spicy kway teow and milo dino.

i ate mee goreng, tissue prata and milo dino...

i can eat all their share... pls tell me that they ate too little...

i'm keeping a blackhole and i have 2 more buffets to conquer next two days.

today was not just about eating... lover and i went on retail therapy and a close shave at erhmm..

i want to thank my lover for listening to me rant and rant and rant and walk with me from far east to heeren for my flip flops and CDs. TY!

lover and i bought books! a million little pieces. what a big steal! 10 bucks.

plus my eyed-for-very-long Lam Fung and Mayday CDs...

oh wells, mayday, mayday, mayday.. i liked mayday for their first 3 indie albums... but i must admit that they have outgrown me; not that i moved on. but mayday is still worth supporting=)

regarding birthday. 6 months ago, i can confidently say that i dun feel anything amiss with spending my birthday away from SG. as the day is nearer... i want to spend it in SG. as you note, it is a want. never mind that i might not be spending my birthday with friends... i have no intentions to spend with my friends cuz i dun want to celebrate without everyone in SG. never mind that i might not be spending with my family... some sort of superstition lingers in my family, not to celebrate birthdays. but i just want a family dinner.never mind if ultimately i might be just slacking at home on the birthday (if there's no stm), i just want to be available for those i care for...

for some of u may know... last year it was a miserable 3. this year is actually a test for myself on how much i have done and how much weight do i stand. it may sound rather ridiculous. but it's truely important for me... actually i have no intentions to let my caregroup knows about it. since the caregroup knew about it... heheh... caregroup exempted from the test. BUT... urs is still appreciated =) let's see how many this time...