i'm not sad. but maybe more of frustration. just that i couldn't find a suitable picture of it. i shall make do with this. i just can't imagine that i have overslept for 8am lesson just this morning when i set my alarm at 515am. the alarm just didn't ring. i'm sure abt it. yours truly slept really late last night at 2am and she jolly well knew that from 2am to 515am, she could only expect to nap her night through. i will describe as peripheral sleeping; drifting in and out of lalaland. and it went on till 650am and the sky is obviously bright to show me that i'm in deep shit. it's so easy for me to find fault in this phone that has failed me in many ways. and now it has selectively failed me in losing its alarm function when all other ringtone functions are working. when things like this failed, i truely felt disappointed. second week of semester and i missed my lesson? utterly disappointed. my phone going from bad to worst. anw it just hanged again? to a certain low extent of disappointment. it's perfectly alright to be grumbling about all these disappointments. cuz it's good to have expectations for myself to attend lesson on time and regularly. and also to expect a phone to work with its necessary functions since i have paid for it. sounds perfectly fine right? during such times of disappointments, i should add some positivities i guess; to make myself feel better and channel my trail of thoughts to something more productive. thank goodness, my 8am lesson does not have quiz otherwise i will be spending huge bucks cabbing to school as the traffic these days are terrible to max. oversleeping also lengthened my sleeping time. altho it might not be fully good, it's more than enough to last me for wednesday. i shall sleep till hearts content since thursday is free day. and most importantly, when i choose to give up on my phone, i'm so happy that i always have my trusty ol' panasonic VS7.